I decided to give this thing a try.

I've been shading that Lunar heritage piccie for few days now and I've only finished 2/5 characters, gah. And they kinda look weird, aw well. At least I'm doing SOMETHING instead of just staring at the screen and getting my eyes hurt. Which they do. Right now, ow.

I was supposed to relearn some Russian words that I've long forgotten AND I was supposed to do my mother tongue-homework, but OF COURSE I didn't do anything. It's not easy being a lazy butt, especially when this lazy butt can hardly think of anything but the undone work and still can't do them. D8 I've been thinking of drawing a huge piccie with 97+ characters, but I still haven't found a nice drawing style I'm willing to use to such a big group of characters.

Back to the what-I-should-have-done-during-my-vacation-but-was-too-lazy-to-do-list. I've been doing dreadlocks: pink, light turquoise (gah, I hate that word! so difficult) and white, to be specific. But I've only done like half of the amount I should have. And making them is super slow and difficult, because I suck. D: I should've bought a kantele (Finnish zither or some stupid name like that) and relearned to play it, but noooo...I'm too lazy to do even that. Don't even get me started with the darn ocarina. I still can't play it well. Especially the high notes. It doesn't help that I have small hands and small finger tips.

I bought KH 358/2 days and FFIII about a week ago. I still haven't started FFIII, because I wanna finish KH first. But the KH game is so boring and it kills my fingers. It's always: mission, kill your fingers, watch Roxas and co have ice-cream, wake up, mission etc. And the mission mode doesn't really make me any happier even though I can play as Marluxia and Larxene. But not in multiplayer and I don't have access to any nice missions. Only the Twilight Town crap.

I watched Terminator movies 1-4 last weekend. I fell in love with the relationship between Kyle Reese and John Connor. Little 17-year-old father and big tough 40-something-year-old son fighting side by side...Good thing I didn't nosebleed or something. Weird family relationships are yum. *glances at Ramza/Alma-fanarts* ........ That's different! ... *cough*

Next Friday I have my drivers license-whatchacallit theory exam. 50 pictures/questions and 10 seconds time to look at them and 3 seconds to answer. I'M GONNA DIE! I suck at these traffic things. I get confused the more I learn and I can hardly remember half of the signs. Gawsh darn it and dayumn, I'm gonna faaaail. And my father will be so upset with me. D8 But it's his fault for putting me through it so early. Well, early and early, but STILL! He and mother are always "you're underastimating yourself blahblahblah". Well, excuuuuuse me, but I suck and I'm gonna drain all your money by having to take the darn exam billion times before I pass. D8 And to think even my "let's drive through the wall"-sister passed it with a first try.

Okay, calming down now.

Hrm, there should be more updates in FanFiction.net. I admit I'm addicted to reading fanfics. D8 And I wanna read moaaar Terminator fics, but noooo. Nobody writes. Well, okay, they write, but something along the lines "Kyle and my purrfect OC get togetha, yayz!!11". I wanna read sappy family fics. I chose a family themed book to my mother tongue homework-thingy, but so far it has sucked badly. I don't give a crap about what little boys feel when they read porn magazines and how men play the peeping tom-game of theirs. Why do I always choose a bad book? Why do bad books have good cover texts, but good books have bad? Why, oh why?! Last time I read the French Leutnant's Wife or something like that. I didn't read even half of it, because it was so boring and was wayyyy too long for me. Good thing I still got the work done, even if it had a few holes. *cough-cough*

Maybe I should ask the teacher if I could change my book to Sinuhe Egyptian. I'm reading it whenever I have time and I've already read it once. It's sooo fun to read compared to some angsty pre-teenager's lustful lifestyle. Seriously. But I bet she won't let me. Mrh...

I should go outside more and exercise. But it's so gloomy and I don't want to see any familiar faces. D: I prefer going out when it's dark. But then I have excuses like "it's too late, I'm too tired, I just ate blahblahblah". I always need somebody with me, 'cause if I try it on my own, I get caught up with my stupid excuses that don't even make sense. I'm pathetic. D8 I'm sure I'd sleep better and would feel better after some fresh air.

My Microsoft-mouse died few days ago. I bought a Logitech one, but it sucked VERY BAD. I couldn't draw anything with it! Good thing mother bought herself a mouse, too, so she gave me her old Logitech-mouse that didn't suck like my new one. :3 It's still not as good as the Microsoft one, but at least I can draw somewhat decently with this. The last thing I want to start is inking pictures with hand or scanning. D: Every time I watch them on my screen, they look at least 30% fuglier. But when I draw them on the screen, I see the "screen-flaws" instantly and don't have to go through the head-slam-keyboard-ritual.

I wonder if I'll ever develop to a better artist. I don't think I even deserve the title of "artist" in any way. But I guess we all are artists in this site. :3 So; me shut up, you happy, yay!

Gah, I didn't realise I had THAT much to say when I started this. x'''D Guess I love ranting a bit TOO much, durhur~ Sorry for possible typos.